My blood turned to water
and my body into a glass pitcher
Someone came and sprinkled granules
and the water turned grapey
People came and drank of me
and died in agonizing pain
Their bodies littered the ground
2.
Tanks pushed their mighty weight down the tarmac
North Koreans goose-stepped
Lily pad blooms in ponds kept silent
The Kool-Aid turned back into blood
I had no control of these metamorphoses
The pitcher turned back into flesh and bone
I was the same as I had always been
but now I was leaner, more muscular
a finely conditioned athlete
if a little anemic
I took care of that with iron capsules
I went through the North Korean town punching people
throwing them against brick walls
but that became boring
I became a pacifist
a humanist
a Unitarian-Universalist
I believed that God was One
and loves everybody
and would not punish me for transgressions,
would not torment me
in Hell
I nostalgically remember the days
when my blood was water
then Kool-Aid
and I lived in a glass pitcher
like a turtle inhabiting his shell
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